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未送信の下書き

Misoushin no Shitagaki

Liner Notes

A heartbreak where the draft of a message I decided not to send only breathes at night. Akari Shizune quietly pierces, in hushed tones, the heart that wavers over a single line I can't erase.

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Lyrics (Japanese)

消したはずの通知音が耳の奥で鳴るロック画面の暗さに私だけが映るねえって打ってやめてを繰り返す未送信の下書きが息をしてる強がりのミュート外せない夜指先だけが正直になる送らないままの言葉が喉の奥でほどけない未送信の下書き消せない消せない決めたはずなのにページを閉じられない好きの残り香がまだ私を呼ぶ友だちの笑い声遠くに置いて帰り道の街灯がやけに優しいもう大丈夫って自分に言うけど涙の順番だけ守れない最後の一行まだ書けないさよならよりもありがとうが痛い愛した証拠を消せないまま送らないままの言葉が胸の奥でほどけない未送信の下書き眠れない眠れない明日になったら少し薄れるかな好きの残り香がまだ私を呼ぶもう送らないそれでも愛した

keshita hazu no tsuuchion ga mimi no oku de naru rokku gamen no kurasa ni watashi dake ga utsuru nee tte utte yamete wo kurikaesu misoushin no shitagaki ga iki wo shiteru tsuyogari no myuuto hazusenai yoru yubisaki dake ga shoujiki ni naru okuranai mama no kotoba ga nodo no oku de hodokenai misoushin no shitagaki kesenai kesenai kimeta hazu nanoni peeji wo tojirarenai suki no nokoriga ga mada watashi wo yobu tomodachi no waraigoe tooku ni oite kaerimichi no gaitou ga yake ni yasashii mou daijoubu tte jibun ni iu kedo namida no junban dake mamorenai saigo no ichigyou mada kakenai sayonara yori mo arigatou ga itai aishita shouko wo kesenai mama okuranai mama no kotoba ga mune no oku de hodokenai misoushin no shitagaki nemurenai nemurenai ashita ni nattara sukoshi usureru kana suki no nokoriga ga mada watashi wo yobu mou okuranai soredemo aishita

Translation

The notification sound I thought I'd deleted rings deep in my ears In the darkness of the lock screen only I am reflected I type out "hey" then delete it, over and over The unsent draft is breathing The mute of my bravado I can't turn it off tonight Only my fingertips become honest The words I never sent won't come undone deep in my throat The unsent draft I can't erase it, can't erase it I thought I'd decided yet I can't close the page The lingering scent of love still calls to me My friends' laughter I set far away The streetlights on the way home feel oddly kind I tell myself I'm okay now but the order in which tears come is the one thing I can't keep The last single line I still can't write it More than goodbye thank you is what hurts The proof that I loved I still can't erase The words I never sent won't come undone deep in my chest The unsent draft I can't sleep, I can't sleep When tomorrow comes will it fade a little The lingering scent of love still calls to me I won't send it anymore but still, I loved