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カーテン越しのさよなら

Katen Goshi no Sayonara

Liner Notes

A heartbreak song that captures the leftover warmth and lingering attachment after a breakup, just as it is, in intimate, close-up vocals. The chorus's signature line, "what hurts more than goodbye is the me who kept hoping," depicts a reality that cuts deeper than the memories. With quiet guitar and faint open space, it's a song that gently stays beside your late-night feelings.

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Lyrics (Japanese)

カーテンの影が揺れて時計の音が痛いひとつだけ残ったマグカップ冷めたままあなたの癖が部屋に浮かぶ笑った記憶ほど静かに刺さる送れない言葉が胸でほどけない未読のままの最後の優しさ消しても消しても指が覚えてる戻れないことはわかってるのにカーテン越しのさよならカーテン越しのさよなら光だけが進むさよならより痛いのは期待してた私好きだったぶんだけ優しくなれないわたしの中でまだあなたが鳴る冷えたイヤリング片方だけ光るあなたの好きだった匂いのシャンプー変えられなくて笑ってしまう街のネオンがやけに眩しい誰かの幸せに目をそらしたふたりの約束を信じすぎたねでも恋した私を嫌いにしない涙は夜にしまう朝は歩く小さな呼吸で今日を越えるカーテン越しのさよならカーテン越しのさよなら光だけが進むさよならより痛いのは期待してた私好きだったぶんだけ優しくなれないわたしの中でまだあなたが鳴るもしも時間が戻れたとしても同じ場所でまた恋をする痛みの形であなたを知っただから今は手放す練習カーテン越しのさよならカーテン越しのさよなら光だけが進むさよならより痛いのは期待してた私それでも今ならわたしのもの静かに前へ行くカーテン越しのさよなら

kaaten no kage ga yurete tokei no oto ga itai hitotsu dake nokotta magukappu sameta mama anata no kuse ga heya ni ukabu waratta kioku hodo shizuka ni sasaru okurenai kotoba ga mune de hodokenai midoku no mama no saigo no yasashisa keshite mo keshite mo yubi ga oboeteru modorenai koto wa wakatteru noni kaaten goshi no sayonara kaaten goshi no sayonara hikari dake ga susumu sayonara yori itai no wa kitai shiteta watashi suki datta bun dake yasashiku narenai watashi no naka de mada anata ga naru hieta iyaringu katahou dake hikaru anata no suki datta nioi no shanpuu kaerarenakute waratte shimau machi no neon ga yake ni mabushii dareka no shiawase ni me wo sorashita futari no yakusoku wo shinjisugita ne demo koi shita watashi wo kirai ni shinai namida wa yoru ni shimau asa wa aruku chiisana kokyuu de kyou wo koeru kaaten goshi no sayonara kaaten goshi no sayonara hikari dake ga susumu sayonara yori itai no wa kitai shiteta watashi suki datta bun dake yasashiku narenai watashi no naka de mada anata ga naru moshimo jikan ga modoreta to shite mo onaji basho de mata koi wo suru itami no katachi de anata wo shitta dakara ima wa tebanasu renshuu kaaten goshi no sayonara kaaten goshi no sayonara hikari dake ga susumu sayonara yori itai no wa kitai shiteta watashi soredemo ima nara watashi no mono shizuka ni mae e iku kaaten goshi no sayonara

Translation

The shadow of the curtain sways the ticking of the clock hurts The one mug left behind stays cold Your little habits float through the room The happier the memory the more quietly it cuts Words I can't send won't come undone in my chest The last kindness left unread No matter how I delete it my fingers still remember Even though I know there's no going back A goodbye through the curtain A goodbye through the curtain only the light moves forward What hurts more than goodbye is the me who kept hoping For as much as I loved I can't be kind Inside me, you still ring A chilled earring only one side glints The shampoo you loved that scent I can't bring myself to change it and end up laughing The city's neon is oddly blinding From someone else's happiness I looked away We believed too much in our promises but the me who loved I won't come to hate I tuck the tears away in the night in the morning, I walk With small breaths I'll get through today A goodbye through the curtain A goodbye through the curtain only the light moves forward What hurts more than goodbye is the me who kept hoping For as much as I loved I can't be kind Inside me, you still ring Even if time could go back in the same place I'd fall in love again In the shape of pain I came to know you so for now I'm practicing letting go A goodbye through the curtain A goodbye through the curtain only the light moves forward What hurts more than goodbye is the me who kept hoping but even so, now I belong to myself quietly moving forward A goodbye through the curtain