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既読のまま凪ぐ夜

Kidoku no Mama Nagu Yoru

Liner Notes

A heartbreak song about facing your lingering attachment on a night that stays motionless on "read." With hushed verses and a quiet chorus, it gently affirms the feelings of having loved you enough to cry.

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Lyrics (Japanese)

雨の音だけ部屋に残ってる二人のカップ片方が冷たい君の癖までまだここにあるのに名前を呼んでも返事はない既読の表示が優しいふりをする待ってる私がほどけていく画面の明かりが夜を長くする呼吸の隙間にさよならが増える既読のまま凪ぐ夜胸が静かに割れる泣くほど好きだったことが証拠消せないのは思い出じゃなく私の未練既読のまま凪ぐ夜クローゼットの端君の匂いが薄い洗いすぎたシャツ私だけが残る強がりのメイク落とすたびに本当の顔が泣き方を思い出す返さなくていい優しい言葉欲しかったのは続きの明日誰かの代わりになりたくない私の心が私を守る既読のまま凪ぐ夜静かな海に沈む泣くほど好きだったことが証拠戻れないならせめて今日だけ抱きしめるよ私の弱さ眠れないまま窓を少し開ける冷たい空気が涙を乾かす君を忘れるより私を取り戻すゆっくりでいいゆっくりでいい既読のまま凪ぐ夜胸が静かに割れる泣くほど好きだったことが証拠明日になったら少しだけ歩ける気がする既読のまま凪ぐ夜

ame no oto dake heya ni nokotteru futari no kappu katahou ga tsumetai kimi no kuse made mada koko ni aru noni namae wo yondemo henji wa nai kidoku no hyouji ga yasashii furi wo suru matteru watashi ga hodokete iku gamen no akari ga yoru wo nagaku suru kokyuu no sukima ni sayonara ga fueru kidoku no mama nagu yoru mune ga shizuka ni wareru naku hodo suki datta koto ga shouko kesenai no wa omoide ja naku watashi no miren kidoku no mama nagu yoru kurozetto no hashi kimi no nioi ga usui araisugita shatsu watashi dake ga nokoru tsuyogari no meiku otosu tabi ni hontou no kao ga nakikata wo omoidasu kaesanakute ii yasashii kotoba hoshikatta no wa tsuzuki no asu dareka no kawari ni naritakunai watashi no kokoro ga watashi wo mamoru kidoku no mama nagu yoru shizukana umi ni shizumu naku hodo suki datta koto ga shouko modorenai nara semete kyou dake dakishimeru yo watashi no yowasa nemurenai mama mado wo sukoshi akeru tsumetai kuuki ga namida wo kawakasu kimi wo wasureru yori watashi wo torimodosu yukkuri de ii yukkuri de ii kidoku no mama nagu yoru mune ga shizuka ni wareru naku hodo suki datta koto ga shouko ashita ni nattara sukoshi dake arukeru ki ga suru kidoku no mama nagu yoru

Translation

Only the sound of rain remains in the room Our two cups one of them cold Even your little habits are still here but when I call your name there's no reply The "read" mark pretends to be kind The me who keeps waiting slowly comes undone The light of the screen makes the night longer In the gaps of my breath goodbyes keep growing A night that stills, still left on "read" my chest quietly cracks Loving you enough to cry is the proof What I can't erase isn't the memories but my own lingering attachment A night that stills, still left on "read" The edge of the closet your scent is faint A shirt washed too many times only I remain The makeup of my bravado each time I take it off my true face remembers how to cry You don't have to send them back those kind words What I wanted was a tomorrow that continued I don't want to become a stand-in for someone else My own heart protects me A night that stills, still left on "read" sinking into a quiet sea Loving you enough to cry is the proof If there's no going back at least for today I'll hold it close my own weakness Unable to sleep I open the window a little The cold air dries my tears More than forgetting you I'll get myself back Slowly is fine slowly is fine A night that stills, still left on "read" my chest quietly cracks Loving you enough to cry is the proof When tomorrow comes I feel like I'll be able to walk, just a little A night that stills, still left on "read"