19Song

最終電車で帰る金曜日

Saishuu Densha de Kaeru Kinyoubi

Liner Notes

On Friday night, I laughed a lot at drinks with friends. It should have been fun, but the moment I got on the last train, loneliness suddenly washed over me. The couple sleeping in the next seat are holding hands. I had that too, that kind of Friday. Riding the last train home together, buying ice cream at the convenience store, deciding whose place to go to. That everyday is nowhere anymore. I reach the station and walk home alone. The winter night wind is cold on my cheeks. As the drunkenness wears off, the feelings I'd pushed down rise up. I unlock the door and say "I'm home" to the dark room. There's no reply. Even when it becomes normal, I still can't get used to it. The more fun the night, the deeper the loneliness grows. I want to sleep soon. By tomorrow, surely it'll be a little better.

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Lyrics (Japanese)

友だちと笑ってすごした夜楽しかったはずなのに終電に乗りこんだとたんに寂しさが来る窓にうつるわたしの顔笑ったあとがさみしくて終電でいっしょに帰って笑いながら肩がふれたあのぬくもりが今はもうない暗い部屋にただいま電気つけても心は暗いさみしいって気づいてしまう楽しい夜のあとほどこの胸のすきまうめられないまま酔いがさめていくたびきみを思いだす友だちからの誘いも返事できないままひとりコンビニのあかりがやけにまぶしい冬の夜風が冷たい帰り道が長すぎるさよならは言えたのにさみしさは置いてけない泣きそうで涙はまだ出ない暗い部屋にただいま電気つけても心は暗いさみしいって気づいてしまう楽しい夜のあとほどこの胸のすきまうめられないまま酔いがさめていくたびきみを思いだすベッドの中で丸くなるおしこめてた気持ちが浮かぶきみがいない金曜日こんなにしみるんだ暗い部屋にただいま電気つけても心は暗いさみしいって気づいてしまう楽しい夜のあとほどこの胸のスキマうめられないまま酔いがさめていくたびきみを思いだす

tomodachi to waratte sugoshita yoru tanoshikatta hazu nanoni shuuden ni norikonda totan ni samishisa ga kuru mado ni utsuru watashi no kao waratta ato ga samishikute shuuden de issho ni kaette warainagara kata ga fureta ano nukumori ga ima wa mou nai kurai heya ni tadaima denki tsuketemo kokoro wa kurai samishii tte kizuite shimau tanoshii yoru no ato hodo kono mune no sukima umerarenai mama yoi ga samete iku tabi kimi wo omoidasu tomodachi kara no sasoi mo henji dekinai mama hitori konbini no akari ga yake ni mabushii fuyu no yoru kaze ga tsumetai kaerimichi ga nagasugiru sayonara wa ieta noni samishisa wa oitekenai nakisou de namida wa mada denai kurai heya ni tadaima denki tsuketemo kokoro wa kurai samishii tte kizuite shimau tanoshii yoru no ato hodo kono mune no sukima umerarenai mama yoi ga samete iku tabi kimi wo omoidasu beddo no naka de maruku naru oshikometeta kimochi ga ukabu kimi ga inai kinyoubi konna ni shimirunda kurai heya ni tadaima denki tsuketemo kokoro wa kurai samishii tte kizuite shimau tanoshii yoru no ato hodo kono mune no sukima umerarenai mama yoi ga samete iku tabi kimi wo omoidasu

Translation

A night I spent laughing with friends it should have been fun, but the moment I got on the last train the loneliness comes My face in the window after the laughter, it's lonely We rode the last train home together laughing, our shoulders touched that warmth is gone now Into the dark room, "I'm home" even with the light on, my heart is dark I realize I'm lonely The more fun the night the gap in my chest stays unfilled Each time the drunkenness wears off I remember you Even invitations from friends I can't reply, alone The light of the convenience store is awfully bright Winter night, the wind is cold the walk home is too long I managed to say goodbye but the loneliness, I can't leave it behind close to crying but the tears still won't come Into the dark room, "I'm home" even with the light on, my heart is dark I realize I'm lonely The more fun the night the gap in my chest stays unfilled Each time the drunkenness wears off I remember you In the bed, I curl up small the feelings I'd pushed down rise up A Friday without you stings this much Into the dark room, "I'm home" even with the light on, my heart is dark I realize I'm lonely The more fun the night the gap in my chest stays unfilled Each time the drunkenness wears off I remember you