Akari Shizune
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The morning after the breakup. I wake up and walk to the dark kitchen. A glass of water slides down my throat. Something that won't dry stays in my chest. And yet the morning searches for you beside me. There's still a space here made for two. While I still can't put it in the past tense as "I loved you," the room fills up with you. On the walk home after laughing with friends, no voice comes out once I'm alone. A night when I don't want to open the door to my room. The fingers that decided "I won't message anymore" open the screen again. If I could have come to hate you I'd have slept, but your voice still won't let me. The voice saying "I love you" grows faint and cracks, blurring right here. To be glad for your happiness, I'm still too lonely. Just for today, it's okay to cry, right? Still in love, I stay in this morning.

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Translation

I wake up
and walk to the kitchen
A glass of water
slides down my throat
Something that won't dry
stays in my chest
Our goodbye was properly
chosen by the two of us

And yet the morning
goes looking for you
Space for two
is here

ChorusNot "I loved you," but
still loving you now
Even after goodbye
the room fills up with you
If I could say "I loved you,"
I could move on
but still in love
I greet the morning

I meet my friends
and wear a calm face
Then after the laughter
the walk home feels heavy
When I'm alone
no voice comes out
The door to my room
I don't want to open it

"I won't message you anymore"
the fingers that decided that
open the screen again
Weak little me

Not "I loved you," but
still loving you now
The same song
sounds in different words
It's not that I want to forget
I want to remember
Still loving you
that's not a bad thing, right?

If I could come to hate you
I could have slept
but your voice
still won't let me sleep
The voice saying "I love you"
grows faint and cracks
and blurs right here

"I loved you"
unable to say it
still in love
I greet the morning
Your happiness
to be glad for it
I'm still
too lonely
Just for today
it's okay to cry, right?

Still in love
I'm here in this morning

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