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好きのまま

Suki no Mama

Liner Notes

The morning after the breakup. I wake up and walk to the dark kitchen. A glass of water slides down my throat. Something that won't dry stays in my chest. And yet the morning searches for you beside me. There's still a space here made for two. Unable to put it in the past tense as "I loved you," the room fills up with you. On the walk home after laughing with friends, no voice comes out once I'm alone. A night when I don't want to open the door to my room. The fingers that decided "I won't message anymore" open the screen again. If I could have come to hate you I'd have slept, but your voice still won't let me. The voice saying "I love you" grows faint and cracks, blurring right here. To be glad for your happiness, I'm still too lonely. Just for today, it's okay to cry, right? Still in love, I stay in this morning.

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Lyrics (Japanese)

目が覚めてキッチンまで歩くコップの水喉をとおるかわかないなにかが胸にのこるさよならはちゃんとふたりでえらんだそれなのに朝があなたをさがすふたりぶんの空間がある好きだったじゃなくて好きのままでいるさよならのあとも部屋があなたでみちる好きだったって言えたらおわれるのに好きのままで朝をむかえる友達とあってへいきな顔して笑ったあとで帰り道がおもいひとりになると声もでない部屋のドアをあけたくないもう連絡しないそう決めた指がまた画面をひらくよわい私好きだったじゃなくて好きのままでいるおなじ歌がちがう言葉できこえる忘れたいんじゃない覚えていたい好きのままはわるいことじゃないよねきらいになれたら眠れたのにあなたの声がまだ眠らせない好きって言う声が小さくかすれてここでにじむ好きだったと言えないまま好きのままで朝をむかえるあなたの幸せをよろこぶには私はまださみしすぎて今日だけは泣いていいよね好きのままでこの朝にいる

me ga samete kicchin made aruku koppu no mizu nodo wo tooru kawakanai nanika ga mune ni nokoru sayonara wa chanto futari de eranda sorenanoni asa ga anata wo sagasu futaribun no kuukan ga aru suki datta janakute suki no mama de iru sayonara no ato mo heya ga anata de michiru suki datta tte ietara owareru noni suki no mama de asa wo mukaeru tomodachi to atte heikina kao shite waratta ato de kaerimichi ga omoi hitori ni naru to koe mo denai heya no doa wo aketakunai mou renraku shinai sou kimeta yubi ga mata gamen wo hiraku yowai watashi suki datta janakute suki no mama de iru onaji uta ga chigau kotoba de kikoeru wasuretain janai oboeteitai suki no mama wa warui koto ja nai yo ne kirai ni naretara nemureta noni anata no koe ga mada nemurasenai suki tte iu koe ga chiisaku kasurete koko de nijimu suki datta to ienai mama suki no mama de asa wo mukaeru anata no shiawase wo yorokobu ni wa watashi wa mada samishisugite kyou dake wa naite ii yo ne suki no mama de kono asa ni iru

Translation

I wake up and walk to the kitchen A glass of water slides down my throat Something that won't dry stays in my chest We chose the goodbye properly, the two of us And yet the morning goes looking for you There's still a space here made for two Not "I loved you," but still loving you now Even after goodbye the room fills up with you If I could say "I loved you," I could move on but still in love I greet the morning I meet my friends and wear a calm face Then after the laughter the walk home feels heavy When I'm alone no voice comes out I don't want to open the door to my room "I won't message you anymore" the fingers that decided that open the screen again Weak little me Not "I loved you," but still loving you now The same song sounds in different words It's not that I want to forget I want to remember Still loving you that's not a bad thing, right? If I could come to hate you I could have slept but your voice still won't let me sleep The voice saying "I love you" grows faint and cracks and blurs right here Unable to say "I loved you" still in love I greet the morning To be glad for your happiness I'm still too lonely Just for today it's okay to cry, right? Still in love I'm here in this morning