A message came late at night from the person I like. I should be happy but I am overthinking my reply and my head is spinning. Is this response okay? Is it too heavy? Too light? How many emojis should I use? There is no perfect reply. No matter how much I worry the answer will not come. So tonight I will sleep. I will leave it to tomorrow's me. By morning I should be a little calmer. Nighttime thoughts get too deep. I am not putting off the problem I am protecting myself. Tomorrow's me should be a little wiser than today's me. If I do not open the message yet I still have time. No need to rush. Love will not run away. Goodnight tomorrow's me. I am counting on you.
mou neyou
ashita no watashi ni makaseru
yonaka ni kita messeeji
suki na hito kara no
ureshii hazu na noni
henji wo kangaesugite
atama ga guruguru suru
kono kaeshikata daijoubu kana
omoi kana karusuginai kana
emoji wa nanko ga ii kana
kanpeki na henshin nante nai
nayande mo kotae wa denai
dakara kon'ya wa neru
ashita no watashi ni makaseru
asa ni nareba
sukoshi reisei ni nareru hazu
yoru no shikou wa fukasugiru
kon'ya no watashi ni dekiru koto wa
shikkari nemuru koto
sakiokuri ja nai
jibun wo mamotteru dake
ashita no watashi wa
kyou yori sukoshi kashikoi hazu
makuramoto ni oite
me wo tojiru
midoku no mama nara
mada yuuyo ga aru
aseranakute ii
koi wa nigenai
kanpeki ni kotaenakute ii
shizentai de ii
arinomama no kotoba de ii
asa ni nareba
sukoshi reisei ni nareru hazu
yoru no shikou wa fukasugiru
kon'ya no watashi ni dekiru koto wa
shikkari nemuru koto
sakiokuri ja nai
jibun wo mamotteru dake
oyasumi ashita no watashi
yoroshiku ne
chanto henshin dekiru yo ne
shinjiteru
gussuri nemutte
sukkiri shita atama de
ashita chanto mukiau
asa ni nareba
sukoshi reisei ni nareru hazu
yoru no shikou wa fukasugiru
kon'ya no watashi ni dekiru koto wa
shikkari nemuru koto
ashita no watashi ni makaseta
oyasumi
