After we broke up the way I interact with our mutual friends changed. I am scared that your name will come up when we are together. I do not want to hear things like he seems to be doing well lately. So I started avoiding them. I pretend I am busy and turn down invitations. But I do not want to lose my friends. I am just scared of your name coming up. My friends did nothing wrong but we are slowly drifting apart. The breakup was not just about the two of us. I lost a partner and now I am losing time with friends too. My world is shrinking little by little. Until I can breathe in a place without you I just need a little more time.
minna no wadai
kiku no ga kowai
wakarete kara
kyoutsuu no tomodachi to no
tsukiai ga kawatta
kimi no namae ga detara
doushiyou
genki rashii yo tte
kikitakunai
dakara au no wo saketeru
yotei awanai furi shite
sasoi wo kotowaru
tomodachi wa ushinaitakunai
kimi no wadai ga kowai
kanojo dekita toka
atarashii basho de
ganbatteru toka
sou kiitara
heiki de irarenai
tomodachi warukunai noni
sukoshi zutsu hanareteku
wakare wa futari dake no
mondai ja nakatta
koibito wo ushinatte
tomodachi no jikan mo
ushinatte
watashi no sekai wa
sukoshi zutsu semaku naru
kimi no inai basho de
waraeru you ni naru kana
sono hi made
mou sukoshi matte
kimi no wadai ga kowai
shiawase sou tte
kikasaretara
kuzurete shimaisou
tomodachi warukunai noni
sukoshi zutsu hanareteku
wakare ga ubatta mono
ookisugiru
minna to au tabi ni
kimi no hanashi ga detekuru
sono shunkan tomaru
saketai noni
sakerarenai
nigeba ga doko ni mo nai
kimi no wadai ga kowai
shiawase de ite hoshii
demo kikitakunai
mujun shiteru wakatteru
tomodachi warukunai noni
sukoshi zutsu hanareteku
kimi no inai basho de
iki ga dekiru made
mou sukoshi jikan hoshii
