誕生日おめでとうを送れない

kyou wa kimi no tanjoubi karendaa ni shirushi nante tsukete nakatta noni karada ga oboeteru kyonen wa keeki wo yaita hetakuso datta kedo yorokonde kureta issho ni rousoku wo fukikeshita kotoshi wa nanimo dekinai messeeji wo hiraite tanjoubi omedetou demo tojite mata hiraite tatta hachi moji ga konna ni omoi nante tanjoubi omedetou ienai mama jikan ga sugite iku okuttara miren ga aru to omowareru okuranakattara tsumetai to omowareru demo hontou wa dou omowareru ka nante dou demo yokute tada kimi no shiawase wo negaitai dake kekkyoku nanimo okurazu ni hizuke ga kawatta sono mukou de kimi ga waratte masu you ni kokoro no naka de dake tsubuyaita dare ni mo todokanai shukufuku ga kiete iku mune no naka de shizuka ni shibonde iku tanjoubi ga owatte mo kono kimochi wa owaranai tanjoubi omedetou ienai mama kyou ga owatte iku ano koro mitai ni waratte iitakatta demo mou sono kenri ga nai rousoku no hi wo futari de keshita hi ga tooku natte iku kyou wa kimi no tanjoubi